Let It Be

I pretty like this song. Hahaha...sometime things are out of control and there are nothing we can do. So why not just accept it and try to look on the bright side?

I love The Beatles! No kidding, their songs are perfect and wonderful!

Let It Be




When I find myself in times of trouble

Mother Mary comes to me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

And in my hour of darkness, she is

standing right in front of me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people

living in world agree

There will be an answer, let it be

For though they may bbe parted

There is still a chance

That they will see

There will be an answer, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be

There will be an answer, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the night is cloudy there is srill a light

That shines on meShine until tomorrow, let it be

I wake up to the sound of music

Mother Mary comes to meSpeaking words of wisdom, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be

There will be an answer, let it be

let it be, let it be, let it be, yeah let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.





I can find one of their songs to describe my feeling almost everytime.
In "The catcher in The Rye", the auther said a good writter is that when you're all done reading the book, you will wish the author is your friend and you cal call him or she up on the phone whenever you want. I want to call them but it seems impossible, hahaha. Also, I want to call Mayday but there are lots of people...so that my phone bill will be terrible. But the priority is I must have their phone number first but seems impossible.:(

The very first time

Last weekend, one of my friends came to visit. But because of the midterm, we did not go out but study together. Because my friend was hungry in the midnight,so we went to buy night snack. To my surprise, my friend order the fry TOKEN (豆干)...
WHAT IS THAT?
I never try that before but my friend promised that it is good. Ok, so I had no choice but compromised. To be honest, I was so curious that I could not wait to try it. BUT... It turned out that the TOKEN tasted like ERASER!! That was awful and terrible...:( It did have ant flavor and it is so hard that I swear I will never try it again.

The mindterm finally over...hahaha. I am home now. To me, going home is complicated. It makes me tired for it's a long long journey. It always surprise me for I'll recive lots of news. It is amazing that everything is changing. It is wonderful to see my family and some old friends. In conclution, it is happy but also shocking to me. I just heard that the daugther of one of my father's friends was dead of cancer. I never meet her but I think she is still young. And the news that...well, a lot of things happen too soon that no one can tell.
Well, I am so shocking that I don't know what I am talking about. But it seems necessary to post this article...so don't blam me if it makes you bored.

To apologize, I post the great song...hahaha.

Don't Let Me Down.

Teddy Bear

Last weekend, I saw this Teddy bear at "The Naked Cafe" with Eilleen. There was a Teddy Bear which was as huge as people. But he is not naked!



I want a Teddy bear or any doll that is big enough to hug.
To be honest, living apart form home is free but also lonely. Sometime I feel so empty while at my dorm for there is nobody talk to me. That always reminds me of Mom who always waits for me for dinner. I want a Teddy Bear who can give me a hug whenever I need. oh...guess this is home sick. Sometime I enjoy the freedon but sometimes it just so strange to stay in a space that no body knows me for I am the only person. Moreover...the midterm is killing me. :(



I eager to have a Teddy bear! So I can beat him up when I am angry. Haha...just kidding. I can not wait to go home after the midterm!! By the way, my father's belly is as huge as Teddy's. = =

Photo

Recently, I always carry my camera with me whenever I go for I really want to catch the moment when I saw something special.



Sometimes I wonder how to remember everything that I do not want to lose. After a lecture, a date, a movie or something eles, how to keep everything that I might soon forget fresh? I am sure I would keep the thing in mind if it is really important, somehow I just can't stop worrying it might fade away. Stuped, I know!



Beside taking picture, I also watching the photo I have taken. Occasionally, it is hard to recognize something is happened in real life or dream for me, because dreams sometime is so realistically.
It just give me the sence of safe to look back with some proof to convince and prove that everythin is true.



To be honest, sometimes even I will think myself is really silly. Haha...but I just don't want to see time passing and just do nothing. In fact, there is nothing I can do and I know that. Taking pictures is one of my way to enjoy and fulfil time.

My way

Almost everyone have thier own way to face things. What about you?
This is one of my favorite songs, 'My way'. I don't have heard the original version but I pretty like this one.




My way
And now, the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I've traveled each and every highway
But more, much more than this
I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
But more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes, there were times I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill; my share of losing
And now, as tears subside
I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that
And may I say - not in a shy way
"No, oh no not me
I did it my way"

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way


I am still young, but I really hope I can say these word pridely when I am old.
Now I am trying to find my way to solve things. I really want to try my best in everything but sometimes it just so difficult.
Time goes by so fast. In this friday speaking class we discussed about the life after retirement. That really scared me. I do not want to get old at all.
Sometimes I feel the clock running too fast but sometime I feel like I am far behind the time and tide which wait for no man. That is preetconflicting.

One of my friend come to visit today and we go to the famous F.G nightmarket. It makes me so tired and I am two times fatter than yesterday. Now I am finally get home but I can't take a bath because I am really full up. My others friends will come here someday and now I can't help but wondering if it means that I have to take all of them to the same place? Oh...sounds terrible.

Reign over me

This is one of my favorite movies, "Reign over me".



Recently, HBO have played it and I saw it again and again but it never fail to make me cry. Honestly, it might be the sadest movie that I havd ever seen.

However, different form ordinary popular tragedies that one of the main characters always die in the end,this is a really sad but great movie even the song scared me a little for the endless screaming. It is not touch you by dead but how the survivor response.

my working thesis

Whether the first impression reliable is an issue that people are concerning with, I prefer not to make a judgement at the first sight.