Recently, I always carry my camera with me whenever I go for I really want to catch the moment when I saw something special.
Sometimes I wonder how to remember everything that I do not want to lose. After a lecture, a date, a movie or something eles, how to keep everything that I might soon forget fresh? I am sure I would keep the thing in mind if it is really important, somehow I just can't stop worrying it might fade away. Stuped, I know!
Beside taking picture, I also watching the photo I have taken. Occasionally, it is hard to recognize something is happened in real life or dream for me, because dreams sometime is so realistically. It just give me the sence of safe to look back with some proof to convince and prove that everythin is true.
To be honest, sometimes even I will think myself is really silly. Haha...but I just don't want to see time passing and just do nothing. In fact, there is nothing I can do and I know that. Taking pictures is one of my way to enjoy and fulfil time.
Almost everyone have thier own way to face things. What about you? This is one of my favorite songs, 'My way'. I don't have heard the original version but I pretty like this one.
My way And now, the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friend, I'll say it clear I'll state my case, of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I've traveled each and every highway But more, much more than this I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few But then again, too few to mention I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway But more, much more than this I did it my way
Yes, there were times I'm sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew But through it all, when there was doubt I ate it up and spit it out I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried I've had my fill; my share of losing And now, as tears subside I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that And may I say - not in a shy way "No, oh no not me I did it my way"
For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught To say the things he truly feels And not the words of one who kneels The record shows I took the blows And did it my way
I am still young, but I really hope I can say these word pridely when I am old. Now I am trying to find my way to solve things. I really want to try my best in everything but sometimes it just so difficult. Time goes by so fast. In this friday speaking class we discussed about the life after retirement. That really scared me. I do not want to get old at all. Sometimes I feel the clock running too fast but sometime I feel like I am far behind the time and tide which wait for no man. That is preetconflicting.
One of my friend come to visit today and we go to the famous F.G nightmarket. It makes me so tired and I am two times fatter than yesterday. Now I am finally get home but I can't take a bath because I am really full up. My others friends will come here someday and now I can't help but wondering if it means that I have to take all of them to the same place? Oh...sounds terrible.
This is one of my favorite movies, "Reign over me".
Recently, HBO have played it and I saw it again and again but it never fail to make me cry. Honestly, it might be the sadest movie that I havd ever seen.
However, different form ordinary popular tragedies that one of the main characters always die in the end,this is a really sad but great movie even the song scared me a little for the endless screaming. It is not touch you by dead but how the survivor response.
Since we are growing, there are lot of thing that we need to handle by ourselves. But how?How to go over all the unhappiness? How to get rid of all the bad thing? Guess I'm a little confused, too. In face of difficulties, somebody may choose to solve it while some may escape. But why the latter always thought to be wrong? Is it kind of unfair? Luckly, most of us all have some people to rely on. One of my friend told me that she didn't want to grow up for the whole world seems to become more and more complicated. Taking responsibility for ourseleve seems terrible and challanged. For instance, different form in the presence of my parents, my landlord treats me pretty bad. My screen window was borken because of typhoon and lots of mosquito slides into the house. But when I told the landlord about it, he just told me to post it with tape. That's how bad guy treat young people or maybe that is the way the world is, who knows?
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